I wrote this last year over winter break when I started this blog to see all the different things I got off my bucket list. A couple of the things I did before I made this blog but I kept them on. The ones I crossed out are completed….still many to finish.

Have any questions or you want to hear the story behind anything just ask!

• Go skydiving
• Try weed brownies
• Go to a strip club
• Catch a shark
• Hook up with a bartender (I almost did like 20 times…but changed my mind everytime haha)
• Get a solid booty call
• Get a boyfriend
• Get married
• Have sex in a twin bed
• Date someone taller than 6’2
  
• Make out in a classroom
  
• Take a shower with a guy
  
• Buy a pick-up
• Make out with a virgin that’s in college
• Swim with dolphins
• Go camping
• Go to the Bahamas
• Bring a guy home from college to meet the parents
  
• Survive my 21st birthday
• Make a slip and slide
  
• Make a blog (hehe)
• Go on a blind date
  
• Hook up with another ginger
• Work on my own research project before I graduate (I’ll be doing this in Jamaica in May!!!)
• Sleepover at the freshman dorms
• Have sex on my apartment’s roof
• Go hunting
• Go to Australia
• Swim with sharks
• Learn to salsa dance
• Play co-ed intramural softball drunk
• Get arrested
• Learn how to surf
• Have sex in an elevator
• Spend the night in College Park
  
• Get a golden retriever
• Snorkel a ship wreck
• Have kids
  
• Go snowboarding or skiing
• Fall in love
• Go snowmobiling
• Ride a four wheeler
• Go wake boarding
• Get certified to dive (I will in 3 months)
• Hook up with a co-worker
• Go on an all-inclusive cruise with my best friends
• Hook up with a black guy
• Study sharks

I feel like there’s more I can add but I’ll just add it to the next one I make.

I crossed out a good amount.

Sorry I’m Not Sorry :]

So maybe Luckie and I will get back together, maybe not but I’m not going to waste my time.

Now that I’m in Georgia for winter I have a couple guys that are easy hook ups to get
Luckie off my mind. Today I decided I’m done being sad. So I called GG (Georgia Ginger for those that haven’t been following for awhile) and I called Sell.

Side note: Sell and I use to hook up but I just never talked about him on this blog.

So tonight Sell asked me to hang out so I went over there and had a couple beers with his friends. Since we haven’t seen each other in a year nothing happened but he walked me to my car and he was definitely stalling. I knew he wanted to kiss me. I didn’t try to kiss him. That’s the guy’s job.

But anyways he called me when I got home and talked for a good 20 minutes and he wants to hang out tomorrow. Score.

Also GG said he wants to hang tomorrow or sometime this weekend. Double Score.

Plus both GG and Sell are hotter than Luckie. Suck it.

Boys I’m back. Back like last year.

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The power of the relationship always relies in the person who cares less

This is a topic that has a big impact on my two relationships I have had in the past three years. (Ginger and Luckie). For those who don’t know the past stories: I’m completely in love with Ginger and have been for about two years now, although he just graduated college and now lives in New York. He likes me but he was looking to finish school and then think about us. (NEWS: he now talks to me about marriage after college… idk what to do.) anyways, he had the power of our relationship because he cared less. I would run around the world and back for him …literally. I’d buy him anything, come to his place at anytime of the night. AKA I was whipped and I treated him like an angel. He had the best situation. He got me whenever he wanted but he didn’t have to deal with the label and could go out and be single.  Now that Ginger is away I have been trying to not rely on what we can be and do my own thing since I’m still in school. That’s where Luckie comes in. Luckie and I have been hanging out for 6 months now and the roles are now switched. Luckie will do anything for me and I just think he’s cool and good in bed but I don’t want to date him. Therefore, for this relationship, I am in control because he cares more about me then I care for him. I’m not using him, he knows  where I stand and how I feel and he stays. But I do like him a lot. Overall it’s interesting to see that my past two semi-serious relationships(well they’re both still currently ongoing) have had a total switch in how I act toward the guy and how the guy treats me. I would like to find more of a medium. I don’t like being the one in power because I don’t want to be wearing the pants in the relationship, that’s the mans job. That’s why I love Ginger so much. Who knows?!?! That’s why I just stay single!

Who has the Power??

Ginger>Me>Luckie

Sorry I’m Not Sorry :]

So I’ve been lost in school, heart breaks and wishing to have the perfect life.

I don’t speak to the Navy guy anymore— everything was perfect and he just stopped speaking to me.

 -I found out today it’s because of the distance(i haven’t spoke to him in over a month)

I’m still hanging out with Luckie, but he deserves better then how I treat him.

I still love Ginger; yeah that’s all I have to that.

So sick of relationships. I’m too nice.

I’m backkkkk

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I love ginger but i think i love luckie too…. idk im drunk and i like both of them……..

idk what to do…… and im drunk

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Just boredom.

Although I accidently deleted a post so here it is again…

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Top 15 Lies That Guys Tell Girls.

These are the top fifteen lies that guys have told me. Come on guys, I know you’re lying and it’s not cute.

• I love you
• You’re the only girl I’m having sex with right now
• I’ll call you later
• I’m stuck in traffic
• I had no signal/My battery died
• I’m on my way
• I’m not drunk
• I don’t check out other women
• I’m sorry
• I don’t have a girlfriend
• I’m not looking for a relationship right now
• You haven’t gained weight, you look great
• I will never lie to you
• That was the best sex I’ve ever had
• I didn’t know you called

Some of these lies aren’t really that big of a deal but if you say I love you or you’re not sleeping with someone else, actually mean it. I have had ginger tell me all the time that I was the only girl he was sleeping with when I KNEW he was having one night stands. Ginger, I’m not dumb, I just don’t care. 

All in all guys, just tell the truth or don’t say anything at all.

Sorry I’m Not Sorry :] 

Never a good combination.

So I’ve never blacked out and had sex with a guy I didn’t want to or I didnt know. I think the only guys have been ginger and golfer.

so this combination comes to mind because of golfer. The past idk ten times I’ve had sex has been with golfer (which is a lot cause he lives in georgia). Although everytime I don’t remember starting to mess around (besides kissing) until we are half way through sex.. That is probably bad. Haha I mean I like him but I’m always intoxicated in some way when I’m with him haha. Even one morning we had sex but later that day I couldn’t remember waking up or starting to have sex.. (I’m guessing I was still drunk) poor golfer. Oh well. I think he might actually like me. I mean golfer and his friend and I were in a love triangle (I couldn’t choose which one and yes I’ve hooked up with both of them….) But golfer always still texted me even when I went back to school. But I went and visited home this past weekend and stayed two nights with him and he took me on a date. now that I’m home he calls me everyday :)
I’m not use to this.

I still don’t want a boyfriend.
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Yep. this is so worth reading.

Alright so golfer, idk if I have talked about him in this blog but here’s a quick recap. He’s the guy I was in a love triangle with my ginger coworker and him. I guess I picked the golfer.

Anyways

so golfer was vacationing near my place so he asked me to hang out. So I put on my best sun dress and my cow girl boots and headed over. We were suppose to go to the bars but I didn’t bring my good id so he gave me some of his clothing and headed down to the hotel’s hot tub after a couple of drinks. We hopped the fence and continued to drink. I actually had some of the best convos that night with him. Anyways we went and got more drinks and weed and proceeded back to the hot tub.  Once I got super high the night got pretty awesome. So idk how it started..damn vodka.. but we started having sex in the hot tub. We tried to move it to the pool but it was just so cold…. I swear the whole hotel was probably watching us..after that I took him to one of the lounges in the pool area and laid him on a lounge chair and had sex there. After awhile we kinda started to get sketched out so we decided to bring it back to the bedroom (at this point it was about 4am) but we just couldn’t wait. so we hooked up then started having sex in the elevator (ahhhhh bucket list cross off!) it was the most amazing thing EVER! we didn’t stop at his floor, we kept hitting the top level then when we got there we’d hit the 3rd level and we went back and forth for probably twenty minutes.. ugh I loved it. So we finally got off at his floor but right when we got to his door I said, “one more time” and he said,”here!?” and of course I said yes haha so we had sex in the hallway!…. I wonder if there was cameras anywhere…. ohh well. After that we got into his place and saw that his 60 year old god father was up. So no better way then to end his day so golfer smoked him up…sooo funny. After he went to bed we pulled out the sofa bed (remember I’m at his parents resort) and we started having sex again.  In the middle of it his god father came out!!!! ahaha he didn’t notice tho, he was too high and just wanted food. After he went to bed we finished up and passed out.

Craziest/amazing/longggg sex hahah I loved it.

I also hung out with golfer another day that week and we drank on my roof and then had sex but I don’t remember it at all hahah so I hope it was good…..ugh alcoholism    hah jk.

I want to go back to the elevator scene!

Sorry I’m Not Sorry :]